tell me what you got away with

it’s kind of scary how easily people go from everything to nothing in my mind. oooof.

i keep forgetting this thing exists! i guess i don’t feel the need to write journals/blogs/whatever much anymore.. used to do this shit all the time. but you know, my life has been pretty much schoolhomeworksleeprepeat for the past… however long school has been going on this year. i find it funny when people think i’m mad at them but i’m just mad in general and then they start apologizing for lots of shit and i just lol. i’m not getting into cegep. my cat has been sitting on my leg for god knows how long and my leg is cramping so fucking hard ahh. second day period is the worst thing god has ever inflicted on me and women in general. painting stresses me out cuz i can never get the same shade of purple i had before. i love shedding annoying ass people from my life who took up too much time in my day. i really need a haircut, my ends are a complete mess of split ends and just deadness. my french teacher pisses me off to no end… is having a group of 5 girls really so bad? no way in hell am i working in that group he is telling me to work in. my second cold is done finally. why isn’t it the weekend yet? give me weekend or give me death. this year has actually been pretty good so far though. new friends, decent schooling, nothing too dramatic and annoying socially, reuniting with old friends… yadda yadda. lol this is so useless but whatevs i’m bored as fucking hell. maybe i should go to bed before midnight for once in my life? lol no who am i kidding

love the way you lie, part II

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on,
two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f-ckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

people at concerts are hilarious

julian casablancas concert yesterday: FUCKING AMAZING. but it was a different kind of crowd then i was used to and came across some hilarious people.

first there was the scalper who kept pinching my cheeks and calling me “too cute”. it worked to my advantage though cause apparently i’m “too cute” to pay for the beer my sister knocked over

then there was the old man who was yelling at everyone in line. “FUCKING B-B-BITCH FUC-K BI-TCH”

then the most HILARIOUS one. when inside, me and mimi were sitting on these side floor chairs (THE BEST. on the floor so you can see well, but an actually comfy seat!!!), and this completely wasted guy sits beside me. and like, stares at me. the person on the other side of him tells him to get up cause the seat was being reserved.. so he gets up, stares at him for a while then tells the person beside mimi to move and sits beside her. he starts talking to her in french (since i suck at french and he was drunk it was impossible to understand him). he starts talking to me since she doesn’t understand, and i tell him i don’t speak french, so he started speaking in broken english. he continued talking to mimi and all she could understand was “ticket.. my ticket… concert….” etc and then he took out the ticket and started pointing at it and mimi just like, nodded along lol. then he got up and said “i want a piece of that” looking at the couch and started grabbing at it LMFAO. he got up, stared at me for i swear 10-15 seconds and did the whole growl/tiger/RAWR thing and then walked away and i swear i saw him talking to security lol

then there was this hilarious dancing girl who thought she looked hot. you had to be there though.

soooo many more but i’m lazy right now

bands/artists i’ve seen live in order

• hilary duff
• butch walker
• avril lavigne
• cobra starship x5
• paul wall
• the academy is… x3
• +44
• fall out boy x4
• cute is what we aim for x2
• plain white tee’s
• we the kings x3
• metro station x2
• phantom planet x2
• the hush sound
• motion city soundtrack
• panic at the disco
• powerspace
• ace enders
• jack’s mannequin x3
• paper route
• paramore
• treaty of paris
• fun.
• hey monday x2
• carolina liar
• sing it loud
• hit the lights
• forever the sickest kids
• versaemerge
• the cab
• the pussycat dolls
• britney spears x2
• cinema bizarre
• chester french
• white tie affair
• lady gaga x2
• the daylights
• katy perry
• some local band
• cancer bats
• pierce the veil
• four year strong
• bring me the horizon
• thursday
• girlicious
• all time low
• chiodos
• underoath
• 3oh!3
• planet smashers
• blink-182
• foxy shazam
• creature
• the sounds
• die mannequin
• marilyn manson
• moby
• gary go
• mika
• the stills
• metric
• dead man’s bones (ryan gosling’s band)
• crime in stereo
• glassjaw
• brand new
• semi precious weapons
• whoever opened for lights
• lights
• an horse
• tegan & sara

Her good looks could’ve sailed a ship
But her will alone could’ve sunk it

oh hey this tumblr

i forgot about you!

but basically i’m bored because everyone is fucking out of town!

but merry christmas to my 3 followers XOXOXOXO etc

i hate it when

people cancel plans. I’m all ready and then it’s all “…oh”. Whatever, I’ll go at 5.